I EDITED IT TILL IT LOOKED SUPER DUPER UGLY
I WAS SOOOO UNGLAM;&HELLOOOS AMERICAN BORN CHINESE;

TODAY; we went cycling at eastcoast;

i WAS THERE TO CALM MYSELF,

it was like supposed to be a so called picnic; but it rain; T.T

we sat in the macs for about an hour,& i learn that after a thunder;the rain will stop. we did met up with judy&family.

&then wee ann, well i did'nt manage to talk to her last time when i go to her house,

now at least i communicate with her more;

we went cycling together &wow she wears skirt to cycle;i'm impressed;

the whole time my ass is like the painiest &ouch i was sooo hoping i won't fall;

&ouch i hit my leg like sooo many times;&the water on the ground SPLASH ON ME

&worst of all ,BRYDON!!? i was cycling him on a double bike.i thought i could slack &let him cycle.BUT how was i supposed to know he did'nt know how to ride a bike. a 11year old boy complaining i was cycling too slow,

no offence; he was complaining.

i almost threw him off the ground;

sorry i'm not very good with young children.

especially he was like only 10kg lighter than me&

expect me to cycle fast

when i'm going out of breath soon.

maybe if he don't complain

its better;

but in the end;

i still make him paddle

whoa i'm so jian

&&i love wee ann's hair

IT'S LIKE SOOO LONG

i'm not very good

i nearly cried,

but i did'nt.

i nearly erupted,

but i decided not to.

i almost leave,

but i better not.

i was filled with enthusiam at first,

but not after that.

i heard matters that i don't think i should hear.

after all this while,

i just realise that i had to bear.

i think it's time to learn,

&not the time to yearn.

i knew it,

you won't see anymore fake smiles;

had back my report book today;

FUCK; i was almost nearly last in lvl cans?!i fucking flung it so bad that what can be worst than my result.I spend all my time playing &not studying though this exam i studied for; i could get worst.

argh i went home;aunty was waiting for me;&she was so angry that i was home late.but i said nth&do my daily routine.

went to macs before that;

soooo sorry ,my attitude was so bad today, i guess my attitude piss them off..... sorry eh .

everything is getting from bad to worst.

FINALLY IT'S OVER;

Finally,at 9.43 my beloved TORTY was buried.

rest in peace;

i went to blood donation,they said reach at 1120,as we were on the way they changed to 3,mummy was like kping in the car&daddy was about to loose his temper;typical. &so i went there &waited.THANKYOU that there's magazine.i readddddddd;

oh hoh finally take blood,i was like ouchhhh at first then i laugh all the way thru the transfusion.it lasted for the damn 45 mins.& whoa the nurse claims tht she's a vampire,&i was like. coool .there was definitely smth wrong with my brain man;they took 330ml of blood; is that good or bad? idk.

OMG sooo far till i got home,i was very very sleepy,i chiong all the way home &aunty have to chiong with me.sorry eh .&as soon as i reach home? i can't sleep

WTF ;

&tmr i have to wake up damn early for another checkup at 8?! &then have another one at 1030 &then rush to school;

i hate to rush,

&now,i'm very boredddddd

& MOTHER STOP DULANING ME. heh heh

i'm like so puzzled

RAHH; i'm bored pissed & damn puzzled
i don't get the stupid show,first she dies then she alive please luhh ;where's themagicpond ? & what's worst,exam's over &mummy still make me study&dulaning me.
ohh dear i almost forgot,tmr have to wake up for some suck blood thing ;
oomphs it's sooo cool i've nvr tried before;
mwhahaha
how how ?i'm still thinking of playing instead of serious study,i want go chalet.
STUP MUMMY
i'm jealousy;
hmmm jiejie's 18 already,she's always out &used to be in her room playing her fishes,however i scared the fish&they all died ;
BLESS YOU FISH ;
BLES YOU TOO DEAR TORTY;
ooh yesterday my beLoved torty passed away&it's all my fault
i did'nt feed it when i was in KL,

mummy say :maybe it just dehydrated,nothing to worry pour water in the tank& the tortoise will absorb the water&live again.

i say : i'm not some 3 year old kid woman,&(i began sobbing.) the torty so poor thing,oh dear its my fault mum.

mummy say:well that's what happen,its life&death girl.Well maybe if you study hard,the tortoise will be grateful so its not your fault.

(i was like giving the WHAT THE FUCK face?!)

daddy says: just flushed into the toilet bowl,let it recarnate.

(grandma was like nagging&i was like :X i'm speechless)

desireee says: ohh uh you killed a life, you are sooo dead,you're going to be sooo dead. But its ok,its not the first.

i say :ohh my,ohh my .you suck

(i followed what mummy said&went to bed)

goodbye my love

dear torty ;its better if you go

than i see you suffer,

you won't eat neither would you move around,

all you did was stare at the sky;

i checked on you once awhile,

you're not very active;

&now goodbye forever&ever

blessed you torty

TODAY

made my ic ;&DAMN FUCKED UP

i had my very bad hair day

&mummy dont let me go chalet ;she's like the fuckiest woman luhhs ;i said i'll be going & she ground me because of my grades ;she even wans to confiscate hp;

PLEASE LUHH ;that was like so lame ; which momma do that these days?

i wasted 3damn hours wasting my breath to talk to her &she gave me shits ;

ohh man

GRRRR;

its been almost 3 hours since she talk to me ;probably dulaning me

i'll se how long i can dulan her back MWHAHHAHAAHHA

GODMA CAME FROM PENANG &WANTS TO TEACH ME ?!

how nice .

RAHHHHH

DEAR DIARY,

ON 23;i went out with them&bought my MPHOSIS slipper.watch the las vegas show&it was soooo funneh;HAHHAHAH did some shoppig&i found out the great sale started but i was'nt ready T.T then i did 2 extensions &it makes no different;but well i wanna try hehehe

went home&pack my stuffs

IN KL WE WENT TO KL& OH MY GOD;my ass was like ouch soooo painful luhh &finally reach ;

went to kokcheng house ;OOMHPHS what a cute kitty ;

MEOW

THE BEST PART WAS WE WENT TO PAVILLION AT NIGHT IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE NEWEST SHOPPING CENTER IN kl

WHOA SO MODERN&BIG &the best part is sooo many angmohs

so cooool;

THEY WERE LIKE SOOO DRUNK;ilove this type of places man

we were supposed to go clubbing

but mummy spoilt the fun ; FUCKERRR

THANKS PHOTOGRAPHER YAP FOR HELPING US TAKE PHOTOS ;

kok cheng brought us around like we're like some tourist when we;re not but anyways veryvery nice TOOK MANYMANY PHOTOS((:

the nxt day we went to kokcheng's new condo ;sooooo NICE BUT WE WERE BORED

but it looks like the house we had in KEPONG last time;

we then went to ipoh road yong tau foo to eat

SIMPLY DELICIOUS

THEN WE WENT TO MIDVALLEY & BOUGHT MY

SUNDRESS

THESE THE PHOTOS

OOMPHS ;lazy to upload more anyways

dear kitty ;you're always so active,

cousin is oving house soon,where are you going to stay?

i wanted to bring you back to singapore,but she said no

you poor little thing;i hope everything went fine for you

&i hope you grow to become a big cat

meow

AT THE PAVILLION ;A NEW SHOPPING CENTER; these are places where angmohs get drunk

&go gagga

WENT TO kl; thanks to desiree went to PAVLLION city;

dear torty; i told you everything&why do you still decide to leave this saddist world ;i said i'll be back from KL.to tell you&change your tank;but before i could even come back .you died.

you have been suffering all this time eversince you went blind.JIEJIE abandoned you& i did'nt do my part to look after you.&finally you moved on

rest in PEACE

WHOOOOOS; exam are over mwahahahahhah
YESTERDAY;went to jeannette house; &wanted to eat but i guess better not& is like wth luhh go her house to eat ;THATS LIKE UNFAIR;anw thanks sweetie
then travelled all the way t aljunied &went to meetup wih fatheen for my boyfriendshirt &&thanks precella for intro-ing me;
then i went to cut my hair
OMFG; they cut my hair&made it look so straight&after i had my long bath it was like so curly oohs T.T
& yesyes i'm happy

oopmhs many people ask me"how much did you perm your hair ;why is it some part perm&somepart rebonded?"
&& i was like HAHAHHA I NEVER EVEN PERMED BEFORE?! i rebonded twice&rebonded fringe like more than freaking 4 times?!
OUCH i was hurt man ;but its ok i shall wait for it to grow long &curly
T.T

I SURELY HAD TO MAKE TIME TO GO OUT WITH angel&vanessa
& go suntanning with QUINNEY ;well i made a promise ((:
sorry i wont be free on june though i'm in singapore ;
sorry girls can't go great sale with yous ;
&sorry quinney next holiday i'll sure to become blacker with yous;
I HAVETO PLAN TIME PROPERLY ;


oooooohuhuhuhhaahaha
i'm going to wear my heels &totaly need to go mphosis to buy my slipper later ;mwhahahaahaha

i am soooooo unglam ;

this was on sunday right after church i went to studyyyyyy mwahahaha
YESTERDAY
hah?!
uh oh ;smth bad happen yesterday &i'm a very bad person.


&till nw i wouldnt know if its over yet; heh heh;


ANYWAYS; i was having my physics ppr&i was like wanting whats the answer,thanks wanting however i'm still going to fail;


T.T argh; if i retain next year ,i am so gonna irritate the teacher that fail me &they will die rahh;


BOO ;I REALLY REALLY DONT LIKE GOING MALAYSIA;ALWAYS GOGO ;is like we go there like 3 times a year cans?!&is not for one or two days is like fucking 3WEEKS; what so nice about penang;though there's many ANGMOHS* there& i've no one to talk to there;there is computer no internet&no friend there ;cause i can barely speak malay!?


& everyday i wake up&look out of the window? it's just the same old sunnybeach &the waves bushhhh &i see that everyday there;


i almost drown there before luhh ;i was too geqiang &that happen when i was pri 5;


&oneday i shall see some white lady floating on the water&i'm glad i'm going to stay in KL for only 4days to bring granddaddy here who's just came down from penang;just to see op


yay! i totally thank grandma for coming to cook nice food instead of horrible mummy's cooking&she still thinks she cooks best;


hmmm i bet schnaozy eats it just because its hungry;


however she'll be going back ((:


&how how i'm still very very puzzled


& another thing ;it's not over yet BFH

TODAY ;
Hmmm today ,chemistry exam is soooo hard ;
and first i'm sad ,because of things went out of hand &finally so happy ;
yesyes
but things still went out of hands,

i see walls around me tumble&i won't build it up again;

deep within yourself,

you know what you're doing

the world's spinning&i'm still living

stuck with these emotions;

my tears are turning into time ;

i wasted time to find a reason for goodbye

tell me it's over

he's still so cute;

everything went well for the first time;
i'm fell in love ;but rejected.but thats ok
&until yesterday,i'm like so sad that i really wished to meet vanessa;
i went to macs;
&they said they wanted to jog to her house ;
so we did but we kept stopping&did a like so called hairstyling
went home ;&truly
THANKS PRECELLA helping me look for websites;i need a bf shirt;
ANYWAYS i guess i'm just not acceptable;
thanks for everything

My tears are turning into time;

wasting time to find a reason for goodbye

i watched to walls around me tumble&it's not like i'll build them up again

the world's still spinning&i'm still living;

i'll be the first to go then

honestly tell me that's its over

i want a bf shirt

lame lame
sucha retarded lameshit ;
sooooo petty .
alittlebit thing wanna get on your nerves;
c.o.a
tmr is
POA EXAM i'm going to fail
i really don't wish to fail
T.T

i shall just do yoga to calm myself down;
sucha petty ass.
pffft whatever

i had my exam &it was so horrible ;
everything i'vewritten on my leg din even came out one word!?
misslim was like totally angry with me&claim tht i've cheated esp mathadam
&&anyways
i'm like not very ecstatic today ;
smth went so wrong smth must fix it

yesterday

went to macs to study ;

not

instead we went to camwhore instead;

i finally founded smth that can helped me in my photos

muahaah

shit luhhs tmr have exam

i'm like stil doodling here ;

nvm this is the last

i'll upload the rest sm other time

YESTERDAY;
it's like the last day ;
cmb friend is like so handsome;
&anyways yesterday i went o study in the library ;JIEJIE GOT MAJOR SCOLDING for lying to mummy.
today i'm going to study;
i want to fuckingly pass my damn midyear
i'm going to studyyyyyy
i will be back.

SLIME SLIMY DAY;
went to hub&bought this slimy thingy& got so damn obsess with it i was playing it &i drop it,desiree sat on it
SPIAK it seeps into desiree's ass; ugh gross
i then went to pick up evey slimy bit of it ;niak niak niak it's so slimy but it just wont stick;
i want to have all the colors mwahahah
after yesterday's incident i so totally pissed

t i did nth ;

went home on my own today ;
it felt abit weird then ;
i've nvr went home alone but i guess i have to be used to it .
hmmm;
i soooooo obsesss with the slime & my happy meal
GODDINESS; i've never had a talk with ms lim before
her jokes are lame though cause they're all in chinese.
i did what are dreams for?
what are your dreams?
i was like dreams? dreams ? dreams?! all the shits.
they're like asing smth so impossible,
i'm just addicted to my laothongs ;
thank diviyaah for he beautiful heart;


goodbye my love
she's going to thailand ;only for 1 day
bye daphne;

mother's day coming;

i haven't bought anything yet

exam's coming ;

i haven't study for it yet

homework not done;

i can't be bothered to do it

i'm in a horrible mess;

i spend the time weeping

so many things not done ;

i just to fed up

if only i can smack your fugly face

I'M LIVING IN HELL TODAY;
I WENT TO MACS&TOTALLY NOT SO SATISFIED;
IMMA LIKE SATISFIED WITH NTH ;cause imma bitch who eventually does'nt even knows how to pick a person&follows al the way ?!
oh dear,what have i done wrong huh? show your true colors luhhs ,your exagerated words are like oh my fuck;
why are you like so intimidate,you want all on your side;acting goodie goodie infrnt of others when the truth is you're lke the cause of what i'm going through right now ;haven't you notice that;?! why must you only show me your fucking attitude?can't you show it to the BIGGER BITCH?
how old are you now?
if there's a chance of beating you up i will ;but i won't,i shan't be angry with you this type;

i'm like so fed up &fucking tolerate with your craps &rubbish;
vannie &her bf lorraine was right;
i really feel like bashing you up
HOW I WISH I NEVER KNEW YOU AT ALL ;

YESTERDAY
i was like fucking sad;&however wept

AFTER THAT CRY ;I FELT SO MUCH MORE BETTER;&MY OTHER DEAR FRIENDS WHO CONSOLE ME ;
things got better today ,YES &NOT!
bitchbitchbitch sucha bitch&always a bitch

if i have a chance to move; i'll surely move ;I REALLY DON'T FEEL LIKE COMING TO SCHOOL AT ALL &finally gt less pissed off;you're always welcome if not interested,don't need to show or prove it?!
you know why;

ima like so fucked up with YOU;

DEAR FUCKER;

your words &actions are so fucking hurtful, i can't stand your fucking brains.just when i needed a person to talk to ;you were like so not helping cans.Just when i wanted to cry ;your words just make me cry even more. i'm glad i've others to help me if not i'll probably kil myself cause i can't stand yous anymore;

THE FACT IS I'M LIKE TIRED OF YOU;& if your fucking attitude suck ,i'll just fuck you right back ;

STUPID BFH;

precella invades:
HI! :D

I'VE CHANGE MY SKIN

Daphne was here.

SHE'S LIKE 18 YEARS OLD;&
if i'm 18 i want my driing licence;
&drive the little bug arnd;

hmmm change skin better;

I HAD A BLOODY BAD CRY OVER A BITCH?

THINGS WENT OUT OF HAND ;

first,i thought things were going out well ;

second,your words are unbearable ;

thirdly,you made it so obvious that i know what you said

fourth,you made my life terrible

fifth,you made me go home weeping like a bitch

sixth;YOU'RE THE REAL WHORE;

i should have never told you anything,

your attitude were never nice,

mine ain't too.

but your's worst.

i wept over such a small little thing;

tears streamed down my eyes uncontrolbly,

have fun for all you want;

with you&yourlittledirty lies;

i wear on a fake smile every time i saw you;&

i just can't bear the character,attitude

&even you've changed.

you make me terribly ill ;

i spend my day crying& filling all the anger within me,

you suck ;

i should have never ever cry because of your every move;

i could'nt take that anymore;

i just bear with it &;wishing everyday will be a better day

you've hide alot of things behind my back;

so therefore i'm never ecstatic with you;

&i''m going to weep when i do my penance some day,

i'm not going to care anymore

hide the things you want

i can't be bothered;

&i'm just going to wear a fake smile;

I'M A BITCH FROM HELL;

i gossip over little things& did'nt tolerate my anger;

i need a confession as soon as posible,

things are way too out of hand.

i bet i'm learning my lesson now &always wear a smile

even if there's a mother fucking bitch who's always

blocking my sunny sunshine ;

i am not gonna let you make my life so fucked up ;

i hoped you'll changed& i'll do.

I WEPT &I'M FUMING ON THE INSIDE

argh ;imma so angry cans ?!

though i'm weeping &i'm fuming on inside ;

i am going to shut one eye &pretend that

today nothing had happen;

THE MOTHE FUCKING BITCH IS THAT WOMAN ;

HMMM ;I'M LIKE SO BORED;
DAY IS LIKE GETTING HOTTIER ,&hottier oh my god; i'm like fucking sweating luhhs ; WHY SINGAPORE DOES'NT RAIN ?why is my fugly computer soooo lagg ;&the worst part is DANG IT MY ENGLISH EXAM IS TMR CANS
i hardly pass my english T.T
MUMMY bought me a essay book & expect me to read 400! PAGES OF IT?!soon i read 70pages&i got sick of it ;so therefore i've decided blogging ,
AGAIN SHE PANGSEH ME ;
WHY SHE ALWAYS PANGSEH ME ? GO OUT WITH HER DANG SUPANDI?!
DAMN HER
ACC2 WILL ONLY FOR PPL I KNOW ;&not anymore ppl,
i heard many people fail chinese exam ?!
I GOT A FUCKING 30&37 FOR MY L1R4 &L1R5 what the hell ?
which ITE will accept that also man ;
I GUESS I WON'T BE BLOGGING FOR QUITE SOME TIME DUE TO EXAM ;& I WON'T LET THIS BLOG MADE KNOWN YET ; we'll see when the time comes ;