I Failed English Again .

Tragically .
Relative Passed Away,

Dearest Uncle Chow,

i'm sorry we can't go back to KL to attend your funeral,

i truly missed the times when you joke around.

Used To Be A Hyperactive Person.

&Sorry i don't have your picture with me now.

Rest In Peace Dude.

An Innocent Life Killed .

Dearest Aunt And Baby,

I'm sorry to hear you have a miscarriage aunty,

i can't go back Penang to visit you in the hospital.

thou,you already have a child.

you insist of having another.

However,you're a Workaholic,and a career woman,

You did not takecare of yourself& The Baby.

I know you're devastated now,

just like how i feel.

I want another cousin .

Sorry i haven't met you yet,Child.

Rest In Peace.Infant

We'll go back as soon as the holidays start .

Cheerup .

Basically,thou imma optimist.

but i abhor whats going on right now.

you're my friend.

to even think i was able to help .

Yet you're not even helping yourself,

i'm not asking any in returns.

however,

atleast help yourself .

you know sometimes,

i hesitate to even help you .

Unfortunately,i could'nt resist but to help you.

Perhaps you did'nt know,

i'm exhausted right now

so do something please .

atrocious.
my exams are coming&my english tutor is still postponning the stupid date for the stupid 2 overdue weeks ago lesson .
i went home so early,&just to have tuition.
&walaoooo .
sry vanessa . i'll make it up on another day, the dick tutor.
exam's coming .



did i tell you i finally pass my amaths class test.
oh my gawd .
but i flung the rest .

trigonometry sucks.

dearest brian .

yesterday, study at the karaoke room . well not so.There was singing ,&gzeesh .i seriously needa go for aome singing lessons. any recommendations?

&then brian came . my lovely nephew,hmmm let's just call him my cousin, i don't wanna sound so old .

headed to nearest shopping centre, ate sakae with desiree &kelvin .

&today, we played diu diu diu. ,concentration &bible 123 , fun thou . get to mingle around with the senoirs&chosen ppl .

well let's wait for 18th of october ((: & next year's camp

hmmm . school was bored .
anw now in gekluo's house ,with darren.lq&gq&sadly ltr still gotta go bck to school .

vanessa&angel .

i know you're meanting good for me

but yeah. it's not very easy .

thou , thanks guys (:

blistered feet. whats the cause?
idk
This time i need someone to kill ,eat me. i needa come to my senses .
anw who wants to dress in tuna costume&walk down street?
anw vanessa i'm so damn bloody sry for not calling you, i ought to find time for you guys , sorry .
i'm just so worked up with other things&not studying
but anw today was super duper HAPPY
ecstatic. i could almost faints .
This Week I'm Packed With Tests .
&today maths common test paper was easy !
unfortunately i did'nt do quite another of questions. smth cropped up my mind i guess . walaooooo . i'm gonna fail emaths .
& stupid trigonometry .
&yay someone cheer for me , i've finally waited so long enough to finally pass one classtest for AMATHS. i nvr once pass since term 1.
i finally pass .
got back my mtl common test, &could someone tell me why i got 17/100 for it?!i should've get at least 25 .I Want Take Malay Language luhh .But I'm prepared to Flunk chinese anw .No Big Deal.
Tmr we're al gonna have POA test . i need answers . i don't even get the basic shit of poa &now the more difficult ?!
i'm doomed ,i'm at loss .
uh oh .
ohh&maria forgot to let me eat her practical again T.T
sheesh .

my eyes are threatening to shut .
goodnight .

sry everyone, well i was in a foul mood today ,
.for once i would like to say. i need counselling,yoga & shopping.
i'm getting soooo outta hand that i'm really frustrated with myself .

inevitably ,exams are coming.
i'm so not prepared .many teachers warned me about my results,perhaps i should start now .

i hesitate whether i should blog .
addiction . ya addiction .

our dear holy holy.
pass my eoy.therefore i can get my BRACES done ?!

ytd ,yes burn it up .there was some mooncakefest thing . every year has it .

&everyone was lighting candles .

some stup competittion .

anw i was burning some twigs&grass & whoa

it caught fire!?ouch my hand got burned .not very fatal . anw the fire got bigger thou . how to dispose it?

throw in the swimming pool .

T.Tsry swimmers .

bad news lately?

someone's gonna tell me i'll fail my test ?

&textbooks giving me big problem ;

anw

looking forward to see tricia soon (:

This is infuriating .
i think i'm gonna flare up&burnt my textbooks .
i'm not studying at all .
my exams are coming .
if i fail, you know why .
geesh .
i'll guess i've to say bye bye braces T.T

school's same as always .

hmmm today is the drama thing .
voting (:
hmm it was hoping that

fatchicky is president - reason?: have potential

qian/jean is vice president - reason?:have potential

jean/qian is secretery - reason?:have potential

sweet totally .

i'm supposed to be sleeping now T.T
so packed with homework .
geesh


ughs soo desperately want to put braces .
.think i'm gonna studaye .

angel. i wanna meet you thou .
ahh .


& guess what . thanks daph make my blog the shimmery shimmery thing dropping . its like so magicy .

today ;
ughs . lemme tell you smth .
dearest snowman .
you better not provoke me or you'll get it . ughs
today that stup teacher send me out front to kanna scolding from siva .
like fuckzxzzzzxzx .
so many other students color more obvious .
open your damn eyes to see luhh .
anw whatever .
today, met vanessa;
don't be so dumb van ,
if you're really gonna do it ,call me before you do anything sister .
so sleepy manxzz
omg since when i receive a duplication .?

This week , i haven't been studying cans?!
i'm so into the damn website&stories .
i think tmr i'm gonna shut the com,tv and toss the book .&start studying
hopefully that'll work . NOT .
mum told me if i were to score well in my eoy , i'm gonna have braces (:& so i can screw up soe relative wedding . mwhahahaah.
yay .
but if i score badly , no phone , no shopping ,no braces ,no suntanning , no computering
hmmm , someone add brains to my head .i need a bigger brain .
fol .
i need to pass through . i want my long awaiting braces ...

my eyelids are threatening to shut,
i'm gonna turn in now .
ciao

bizarre but addictive .
yes spent most days of the weeks reading that websit&eventually veture out for more .
&now i guess i'm addicted . i've been sitting here so long .cherie &bitchy ask me to go down .study .
but i'm lazy to walk down
ughs about bitchy?
long story .
that only agravates to the situation .

LEMME READ YOU A STORY .(funny thou)
The Sky was pitch dark&peppers of constellations stars brightly lighted in the sky ,an ominous silhoutte of black emanating from the trees.when you're walking alone at night very late .&you hear the sounds of dragging slippers . smell a awful pungent hovering you &alas the smell of frangipani fills the atmosphere ...
without hesitation ,still keep on walking in a more faster pace .as fast as i could ,the smell followed to where i was heading to . the lift .
amidst the unnerving situation, encik came out from the lift .pulled me into the lift with sheer force .&upon reaching the house .we ran for our lives .
dogs started to howl .&lastly save at last .encik save my life .
dogs started to whine . the anguish scream pierced through the air leaving a hysterical laugh .

DAPHNE CAME INTO THE ROOM ~
OMFGZXZXZXZXZXZ . she's like so scary esp when she dress in white &her extended hair super long.
pfffft
stup .

helped des to modify her blog .&she seems so enthu about it .
-.-"

BAD HABITS ,
i'm seriously not getting into books yet for like the week ; omfg
anw i've got to know some websites relevant to ghost .
i've no idea why , since young i don't read storybooks but only ghost stories.
i prefer paranormal i guess .
mummy always scolds&nag at me for reading these stuffs for the past few years . but i could'nt care less .
i'm reading a book ?! to improve english .
eventually,one day if i'm ot around ,you know why .
http://www.spi.com.sg/stories/index.htm
i can like spend hours&hours reading these type of stories but not any of my other books .
however they're super addictive .
therefore go read . i'm gonna share to everyone what i've been reading for the past few days .
fly .

amen .

i've recently found out a damn interesting book
called tales of the kopitiam
i've got vol1&2
i need more till 6

DANG .

love this best

heartbreaker ?
you lil bitch ,you ever said you won't break anyone's heart .
you were two timing ?
saying you'll dump with the previous .but you did'nt
& now you give her shit .
you ditched her?!
ughs .i hope you're reading this to make you feel better .
i feel damn sad &pathetic for her ,
why the sudden change .?
& worst she's sitting for her N?!
who breaksup before an exam ?!

haha paparazzi ,you'll never leave my vicious clutches .