June 30, 2009

:D.
Swine Flu.
Let's Take a Break.
:D
for now.

June 26, 2009

Mom
Asked me go polyclinic.As my flu has stayed for at least a week.
terrible cough.
my throat is tormenting and i croak like a frog.
:(
2weeks after my camp &i'm still missing it And i missed Hope,cheryl and antonia.
this is so gna sound sentimental but i miss everything in the camp,it felt so homey and i so wna irritate cheryl haha!


Granny's coming back (:! Praise god .


So come homerunning ,
his arms are open wide.
his name is jesus,he understands.
he is the answer ,you are looking for.
so come home running.
just as you are.

June 25, 2009


















Went For S.i Today.
Kelvin where the hell are you. I Can't find the reception.
Went into the auditorium.
Freezing cold la i tell you i almost freeze man.Acquainted some lovely girls.Miss pink floyd whoa skinny and shivering and mixedblood.
however she did'nt get in.
Congrats Pink floyd.
I Was trembling vigourously.
hady,crew and pink floyd consoled me . thanks loves.
i went in
the judges were joining my song.
and they did'nt seem any appealing.
:(
ken says that is the new word for it's the end.
skank.
flo said out of tone.
THEN I LEFT THE ROOM COUGHING TERRIBLY.
there's this dude who sang long long ago long long ago.
Hilarious see him on tv :)
haha
Went to mustafa.You know what.
I've nvr been there before.haha
There's the sign that says do not open.But my itchy hands push the door open and the whole place was alarmed.
Omg Runaway !
aft i left the building there was still alarmed.
thoughts whirled in my mind.will i get caught?
oh just runwaway.
Let's Go Bugis ! iluma.
watch drag me to hell:)
SO ANTI CHRIST!.
Sry lord,
met joaquim,we didnt talk much in the camp thou.
But Happy belated birthday (:
THe show was Indeed horrible.
and ridiculous.
Thats all for today:)
Went home I Fry supper :)for myself.
mmmm Angel lai,You must be drooling.
Finally.Goodnight.








June 24, 2009

Should'nt have called.
My Call back sessions has been resumed.They have been calling the wrong number.
tmr 10.30 i'm supposed to rush down to mediacorp.
I Need Kelvin's Number immediately.
nargh.
Praise god !
i'm having a terrible flu la.I'm So gna loose this audition.
Mom ask me to try it out.She Was expecting me to get out by te second round.
Apparently,
Ohps.
Study With Isabella Today.
I Hope it's productive.

Farewell.

Back.hahaha! went to isabella house& her mommy knows handsomes mom!
mommy jestas makes the nicest and the best tuna sandwiches :D
watched dvds and her house.
And chatted on My favourite subject :)
A Handsome
Thanks isabella.it's an awesome time.
I PRAISE AND THANK GOD FOR KNOWING YOU LOVE.

June 23, 2009

Daph wanted to extend her hair.
so yours truly accompanied her down .tiring thou.
& i left the tv on.
Headed down to amk again to visit our Mr loh.
How long have we not met.aft teaching us in primary school.
he has'nt change abit.Argh A Nostalgia for the primary school days.
:)
Finally reached home.
Freaky. the television switch was off.
praise god how did that happen .
no one was at home.
golsh ,

June 22, 2009

Singapore idol has'nt called.
I'm having a bad sore throat.
good thing they did'nt called.
scammer-.-

I've created a new facebok account.more organised.

June 21, 2009

Goodbye Confirmants.&
Omg i so dont wna go home.








I Know My Pink shoes are nice






THAMS











antonia :)



Cheryl :)
















Hazel :) choc lover


Cleomine, You sexaye.



HOPE! CON CAMP.








haha! Nakamura. he's a hilarious dude. so mean to glenn .
:DHOPE!























loveyou la



















& This is the sister.







































































































Leslie brags about his tongues.

















good job.








































Johnathan subra.He LAUGHS AT EVERYTHING! Especially at glen haha ! meanass.

















HOPE



























Whoa my isabella is finally taller than me .PRAISE GOD






















































After study with her sister.Whoa.






















































Ashwin ,You'll be shocked if i get into s.i haha
























































LOVE YOU BABES.



























































VALERIE :D






















































































































































CONFIRMATION WAS EXHILARATING BUT AWESOME.
Photos uploaded another day :)

June 20, 2009

Celeb father's day today (:

June 19, 2009

I'm still fretting over my white toga.
owh dumb.
in 2hrs time off i go.
i've been playing too much.therefore we better study .
I Think she's a life saviour.
Sorry la sayang, i can't go shopping with you.i know you really wanto shop.
but i owe you one.
praise god!.

Confirmation Is 2days away ?!
All cathechism will be over.
ai'nt i supposed to be happy that after 10 years of tedious sunday lessons are over.
but somehow.i feeling wistful,melancholic about it .i want more sunday lessons.
nargh.

Singapore idol has'nt been calling me.so when is my next audition?
i'm having a bad sore throat that last since sunday.
what if my voice go loose in the auditorium. oh praise god.
i need you so much.

I'm glad i've become more holy now.

Jesus lover of my soul.
jesus i will never let you go.
My saviour my closest friend

June 18, 2009

It's Been the 4th day after camp &i'm still craving for god.
ytd met up w maria & gloria&gabriel came along.
she has the gift of prophecy!
Omg i want it too. i've so many things to tell to god& i need his guidance but he did'nt speak to me.
Maria said he'll come to me soon,he'll speak to me soon.
I'm sure he will.
i felt dejected when god did'nt came aft i seek for him.

Faith & Pray.


I guess i'm into catholics :)


Liuqian coming over to my house to play fatalframe.That's so anti christ.
Praise god.
i'm gna psycho with god &hillsongs.
Haha! feel god love.


&She came played fatalframe, Its so anti christ playing this.i'm so so sorry.
Where's my swimming ? &she could'nt stop playing.
told you it's hooked.
then des joined us &both of them pooled in the ktv room.
watch my show.
That's all for today:)

I Found New Love :D

June 17, 2009


Yes Thankyou God.
Ytd
Went sentosa :) thanksyou klarice for searching a white dress w me.
my mum was fuming when she saw the dress i bought it's a plain short toga from topshop.
mom says its overprice.
i think brother e gna kill me .
anw

Study.

June 15, 2009

Thanks Sjc.
&This is my group of gorgeous people.
I Spent 4days 3nights with them was magnificent.
Awesome.
YAY !HOPE


I Love My Camp Facillitators :D &i missed them so badly.
Omg.i'm tearing alrdy.
Thanks Lovely.
Cheryl,Antonia.




This 4days 3night camp was awesome.
i swear its life changing.
i felt the holyspirit.
Omgawd i miss the camp.
THE CAMP WAS HOLY ENOUGH TO PLACE A CHANGE IN ME.I LOVE YOU GOD.
WE HAD GAMES.:RUGBY
Someone took advantage to poke glenn eye's i think.god bless him& ouch.The ball was a fake durian.&you haven't seen a girl play rugby before!
dodgeball:i was more likely running away from court
LOVE THE CAMP.
Praise and worship is awesome,i felt god presence i swear with al my heart.i'm not joking i really did felt god & i wanto seek for him more.
that night campfire.
Apparently, me ,johnathan,charmaine hazel cleomine,oliver nakamura were eing mean to thomas.
sry god bless you.
:)
I love these people so much.they filled me with so much laughter.
I dont mind stayng in camp forever since it's so fun.
second day we had healing.
I FELT NOTHING & I WAS WRONG.
HAD MY TESTIMONY.
They called me sugar rush.
i think its just obsession to god.
Leaving the camp was awful.
i miss my facs my loving group and the place so much.



i wna kneel down before god pray with him.



be with him.



i felt as thou he grabbed me and placed me down.but others saw me fainting.



i swear god you are almighty.



please talk to me .will you.



i've so much aggression,depression everything to tell you.



please talk to me asap.


PRAISE GOD !





I'm filling up angel's mind with my holiness right now.
haha!

June 10, 2009

The sun is blistering hot is'nt it.
I've felt a spasm of anxiety that i'm going suntanning :)
i've to keep up with the tanned.

Tmr i'm gna have confirmation camp.
I've acquainted some other students thou.
i wanna be in team faithfulness.
:(
dang .

Omgawd i'm too anxious about the next audition.
eventhou ken words are too antagonizing.
Perhaps,I've to suppress my hidden anger,if not i'll probably unleashed my frustration on the judges&my impetuous actions would probably be caught on tv.
impulsive.
I'm Gna Leave my erratic, temperamental,idiotic sister at home for four days.
leaving each other at home alone is utterly abhorrent to me .
However, i don't really feel enthu abt the aproaching camp.
My thoughts are just inexplicable.


Let's set off now.

June 8, 2009

sunaryo, you arse. dare you to doubt me.
haha!
Sat& sunday.Was Hectic.sleepy

Eventhou there's No Job. But Sat I Went For My Singapore Idol.

everyone's voices are awesome.i feel inferior.Adrenaline rushed thru myspine.Omgawd,i've never felt so tensed.
Thanks girlfriends. Maria,Gekluo and Lq, & Sunaryo who came down :)
for 10hrs under that scorching Heat. WE WERE SUN BURNT.
i should have just brought my suntanning stuffs.
Exasperating man , They asked requested all of the contestants to come back.
fuck this shit man .
fucki it.
Goodluck srivani:)

SUNDAY. WE HAD REHEARSAL FOR CONFIRMATION.

Then i was called back for rehearsal.
thanks prec &gekluo.
They waited for the auditon.
during the waiting room. i've acquainted with collide, thanks for the moral support man.It was a bizzare,chills ran down my spine and you were there to support me man :) & Zul & another malay dude.
You guys are awesome.
Finally i went into the auditorium . the theatre-.-
& i forgot my lyrics ! utterly embarrased.
the producers allowed me to sing another song.
i left & went to the results room.
Omgawd .Stunned ,jubilant.
&whoa . Next stop . Marina auditorium .
Bye Guys, i hope to see you guys soon .