i'm not very good

i nearly cried,

but i did'nt.

i nearly erupted,

but i decided not to.

i almost leave,

but i better not.

i was filled with enthusiam at first,

but not after that.

i heard matters that i don't think i should hear.

after all this while,

i just realise that i had to bear.

i think it's time to learn,

&not the time to yearn.

i knew it,

you won't see anymore fake smiles;

had back my report book today;

FUCK; i was almost nearly last in lvl cans?!i fucking flung it so bad that what can be worst than my result.I spend all my time playing &not studying though this exam i studied for; i could get worst.

argh i went home;aunty was waiting for me;&she was so angry that i was home late.but i said nth&do my daily routine.

went to macs before that;

soooo sorry ,my attitude was so bad today, i guess my attitude piss them off..... sorry eh .

everything is getting from bad to worst.