I Need A Pill.
I Still need my pillars to support me.
I Need some time alone for now.

Ohps Ohps, After this,
going food fair at expo.I'm gna buy All sorts of food worth 20bucks.
&i'm broke now.
After getting my phone.
mwahahha.
&Mummy does'nt even know a single thing about it.
Oh, That left me with a thot thou.
what am i gna tell mom after she comes back from turkey.

Going Pasir ris Again For A Steamboat dinner, at mrs seah's House.
Omgwosh. Bungalow man.
The last time i stayed in a bungalow was like 12 years back.when mom is still a PR& dad is still a beginner architect.
&looking for masionettes.
we had to rent the bungalow.I Remembered the chill that went down my spine then.
It Was Horrible, There was 8rooms.
I Named It The BlackHouse.
Yesterday while walking home, i saw the house but i did'nt told anyone.memorie flashed back.I almost tear but i did'nt that house have tormented me with fear,Agony &Joy.
anw .....
Either the room was too large, Or I was too small size then
The Room Was dark&spacious&there was this ominous glow of sunlight emanating from the curtains.
I Doubt i could sleep then,
Mother put us three sisters in a room.
There were three tiny beds, Smaller from all the other rooms.
One for daphne One For Desiree & The One Nearest to the window& the Blackcupboard was mine.That Unnerved me.

We Had A Family Party then, & Dad invited his friends& they're Kids, Audrey,I cant rmb the brother's name, ALexandra &i can't rmb another one.
There were many kids.
& i totally embarrased myself.
It was unintentional.
My Sisters looks gorgeous in their fancy dresses, They look as petite as cinderella&sleeping beauty,
However,i dont like wearing skirts,dresses. It Was too feminine for me,
But My Mom, Forces me to wear this BlueDress&a flowerhat. ILook like a sunshine girl.
I Hate Those.During that period of time.
As My Sisters glided around the the bighouse with glee.
&i was stomping my feet throughout.
My sisters charismatic character cheered me on.
we had our children pt & i was on the table, Singing.We had some contest.
However i jump too much, i twisted my leg & somersault & fell on the ground.
At that time, Alexandra,whom i've admired as a brother & my sister boyfriend.Laugh like the loudest . HAHHAHA!
Smack your balls man.

We had Party,& bathe.
Went to bed.
My sisters &everyone were able to sleep, except me.
I did'nt dare to walk out into the darkliving hall, there were many staircase.
At That time, i swear i cursed my mom for renting such a big blackhouse.
It's More likely for a hauntedbarbiedoll to stay in.
I cringed in fear,& the shadowof the twigs just outside the window,enter the room filling it with a scary tingling shadows of hands dancing hysterically.
I Swear it was a BIZARRE.
i tried to shut my eyes,& all i could hear was my heart thumping Faster &faster.
I Covered the blanket over my face.
Suddenly i felt as thou someone tugging my blanket.as thou the pair handspulling it away from me.
I Nearly cried.
Finally.This is it.If i was fated to die right here, i'll be vanquish in the black house,
i could'nt care less,i let go of my blanket.
i was mentally prepared.
i'm ready to Perished in the ghost hands.
i Opened my eyes.& stood up.
-.-This is really dumb.
what i saw -.-
Is really dumb-.-
i saw-.-
Desiree, pulling my blanket.trying to wake me up.well she suceeded.
She wants to go toilet.
however she's afraid. Well atleast i've a companion now.
Made our way thru the darkcorridor into the toilet.

Came Back to the room.Doodle.the night was chilly.& Last Of All.
Slept Peacefully.

I Could never forget that incident , in my whole entire life.
.

Moved to Amk.